Im in long island visiting my daddy , Finally ! , anyways im sitting in the kitchen talking to my old man & my brother christopher about his lovers out here . It seems like everytime I come out her I gain 5 pounds why ? Because my dad cooks his yummy ecuadorian food that I’ve been dien for , as a matter of fact he’s cooking right this min .
i like the face expressions & reactions i get when i tell my family like my brother or cousins that i love them . its always the same response like “are you high ? are you drunk ? Or my favorite omg are you dien” I don’t blame them tho hearing that especially coming from me is the weirdest thing ever mainly cause i just don’t show my emotions , i don’t even let them hug me . i do love them & my family is extremely close but i could do with out the hugs & all that , but the other day when i said i love to my cousin & hugged her i think she thought i was dien or on drugs cause she was in shock maybe its cause every time i sleepover she always try’s to hug me before i go to sleep & i always deny her the hug . After that awkward moment i told my uncle i love him & he said “how much money do you want ? or what kinda trouble did you get yourself into ? ” like really tio ? why cant i just say i love you with nothing in return but a hug … & he goes because your the rebel your the wild one the flower child the one who laughs but pushes someone when they go for a hug & then i remembered when i pushed my brother off the bunk-bed & broke his arm . But I Guess i see why my family reacts like that to my I Love You , I Might Not Be The most loving person but hell i ll provide you with a good laugh cause thats my role & i dont mind .