i don’t remember who exactly , perhaps it was my aunt who had called me a worthless little girl who had no discipline or respect for her elders who would never amount to anything . I understood why she said all of these things because id always talk back i never enjoyed biting my tongue even as a child , i mean i had a mouth for a reason so I intended on using it , if i had something to say you’d always expect me to say something no matter how rude , disrespectful it was i would come out and say it . As for being disrespectful , it wasn’t that i didn’t respect my elders i just never liked people who demand respect simply because they’re older , who believe they have the right to boss you around and tell you what to do , the type of people who don’t allow you to make decisions on your own because they think they know whats best for you i much rather make my own mistakes and learn from them . I never had a mother figure , but my father gladly played both roles , and to be honest i wouldn’t have it any other way because i love how he raised me , he let me make mistakes he allowed me to run free and let me do as i pleased he might of not agreed with my choices but he was always 100 percent behind me supporting me with what ever it was i was doing . He’s always allowed me to express myself , even if in the mist of it all he’d have to hear my aunt and uncles unnecessary shit talking . So I’m glad i was told i was worthless at a young age because now that I’m older no one really expects much from me , I’m the fuck up , the rebel the one that no one expects much from but that doesn’t mean I’m not aiming high for the stars .
“It’s like you tryn’a take custody of my sound?
I’m the baby’s mom
I been to court for this wack shit before
And had to file divorce you biters’d start payin’ style-support
A child that don’t smile no more
I found the short cut in life
but I’d rather take my time out the door
Fuck a knife I’m pullin’ texts out for war”—Blu
“I’m carryin’ this game on my back ‘til the pain’s numb
And I be bustin’ on fucks ‘til I can’t cum no longer
Law says you gotta take some to grow stronger
I’ve conquered all you haters
like a strong-armed dominator”—Blu