2011 opened up my eyes health wise, I’ve abused my body for too many years now and the pain that comes along with being careless has been the most excruciating pain I’ve ever experienced. Hopefully my upcoming surgery goes well. I wanna keep to my word and stay healthy and in shape and improve my health.
If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never get it. If you don’t ask the right questions, you’ll always get the wrong answers. If you don’t take a step forward, you’re always going to be in the same place. Life is a journey full of choices.
Remember, our courage doesn’t always roar aloud. Sometimes it’s the quiet voice at the end of the day whispering, “I will try again tomorrow.” So stand strong. Things turn out best for people who make the best out of the way things turn out.
And I am committed to making the best of it along with you.
I know you’re reading this. And I want you to know I’m writing this for you. Others will be confused. They will think I’m writing this for them. But I’m not.
This one’s for you.
I want you to know that life is not easy. Every day is an unpredictable challenge. Some days it can be difficult to simply get out of bed in the morning. To face reality and put on that smile. But I want you to know, your smile has kept me going on more days than I can count. Never forget that, even through the toughest times, you are incredible. You really are.
So smile more often. You have so many reasons to. Time and again, my reason is you.
If you turn on TV, all you see’s a bunch of ‘what the fucks.’ ‘Dude is dating so and so,’ blabberin about ‘such and such.’ And that ain’t Jersey Shore, homie that’s the news. And these the same people supposedly tellin us the truth. Limbaugh is a racist, Glenn Beck is a racist Gaza Strip was gettin bombed, Obama didn’t say shit. That’s why I ain’t vote for him, next one either, I’m a part of the problem, my problem is I’m peaceful And I believe in the people.
“First of all, who’s your A&R?
A mountain climber who plays an electric guitar?
But he don’t know the meaning of dope,
When he’s lookin for a suit and tie rap
That’s cleaner than a bar of soap!
And I’m the dirtiest thing in sight,
Matter of fact, bring out the girls and let’s have a mud fight.”—GZA
See, you’re out your mind tryin’ to face tha God. Your rhyme is like an empty prison…a waste of bars - Lord Finesse
I be tossin’, enforcin’, my style is awesome. I’m causin’ more Family Feuds than Richard Dawson. And the survey said: “You’re dead.” Fatal Flying Guillotine chops off your fuckin’ head! - Gza
I don’t see the world as you see it. I see it as a game, and my aim is to complete it. What you live for is what you die for: To make a little name, grab some fame and the high score. - Murs
If I should fall asleep and death takes me away, Don’t be surprised son, I wasn’t put here to stay - Lauryn Hill
Homicide central, East New York, Where the manic-depressive psycho murderers stalk - Jeru The Damaja
I leave scientists mentally scarred, Triple Extra Large, Wild like rock stars who smash guitars - Inspectah Deck
They say it’s lonely at the top, in whatever you do, You always gotta watch motherfuckers around you. Nobody’s invincible, no plan is foolproof, We all must meet our Moment of Truth. - Guru
My life is like a song and I think I know the words, And as I start to sing along the whole verse becomes a blur. So I freestyle improv, make mistakes and evolve, The obstacles repeat, cause naturally it revolves. - Murs
What’s up with this nonsense? Wack ass jams with a built-in dance? Rappers snap they fingers in a b-boy stance? Radio play it all day, but real rap no chance? Real rap don’t mean “take ‘em to school.” I like bitches, cars and money, but I use my brains too.